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Fate, Inspiration and Time

Fri Oct 30, 2009, 11:23 AM
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Reading: Occultic junk
  • Watching: Lord of the Rings I
  • Playing: Requiem
  • Drinking: Green tea
Well, everything seems to be working in order now. Little by little, hard, but with lots of confidence, inspiration and believing. The only bad thing in my Grand Plan is time lacking. Still, everything will work out somehow, don't you think?
Ah, I'm bit irritated these few days, lots of silly little problems are going on around me. You know how it goes - one person is screwing around, says something wrong, to wrong person, you try to defend that "wrong person", in the end spill all your bitter anger on peace breaker... And later even the person who you defended somehow gets "hit" by faul mood. I know, I'm a horrible person, but this is actually a change. I wasn't like that all the time, simply my patience is not in same texture as before.
But rest things are fine. Yea, really, actually. Found solutions to many many things, new ways to go around, new goals to aim. Just this time, time and again The Time.

You know, sometimes I think, that it's not me who is possesed by a demon. That it's those demons who I actually possesed. When I'm angry, I make them work, fast, with all their and mine anger and they make lots of bad things, by just working through my head. With my Humans Nature power of Anger. I hope those poor lil demons and devils have their own kind of exorcists, as they need to get rid of me, before...
Yes, lots of bad things happened in last week and they still go on. But oh, this time I'll find the way out, no matter what. If there's no way out, well, then gotta make myself a new one...
Don't wish me luck. Wish me time.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Sugar Devil Swamp
  • Interests: cultures, myths, legends
  • Favourite movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera, Dracula: Entre l'Amour et la Mort, Chronicles of Riddick
  • Favourite band or musician: Rootwater, PreEmtpive Strike 01, Dir en Grey, Miyavi, D'espairsRay, Cradle of Filth
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo
  • Favourite poet or writer: H. Hesse, P. S. Beagle, A. Sapkowski, A. Rice
  • Favourite game: Vampire the Masquerade, Ghost Master, Syberia (+2), The Witcher, Oni, 9Dragons
  • Personal Quote: Choosers can eat beggars
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I hope I dont double post.
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